Encountered with the Reality of Life in Sheer Confusion!!!!!!

Hmmm.....here i m...writing this post after TWO months...Firstly,i wud lyk to tell u the reason for this gap (as u al r spending ur precious tym in reading this non-sense post on this stupid blog...i thnk its ur ryt to knw tht reason)....Well....not moving idhar-udhar from the point...the reason is that i had decided not to continue this blog...Now, u must b surprised that y did i write this post...So, the answer lies in my species (take this as professional species)...I m an engineer (pursuing)...n ek engineer jo soch le vaisa hi kar de to uski degree pe shaq kiya jata hai...The reason for my above mentioned decision was that i was running short of topics...But then, i thought of writing rough thoughts...whatever thoughts come in my mind...( one more quality of an engineering student...the most important quality w/out wch we can't pass our exams...nnn the quality is...dimag khali hote hue bhi bahut kuch likh jana)...At last...somehow...i took out tym frm my vella days n writing this post...

I logged in blogger...determined to write a post...a gud post...lekin jse hi i clicked on "new post" on my dashboard...sab tai tai fissshhhh....There was one field asking for the subject to b given to my post...although it was not a BIG thing (badi badi fenkne wale engineer k liye 1 line likhna jyada mushkil nahi hai)...But fir bhi...I felt lyk a 5 year old child was teasing me after making me fall down when i was on my way for a very imp date...n i guess no boy on this planet (n perhaps in this universe...if nasa's news of signs of life on Mars r to b believed) wants to fall down n kiss dust before a date...Well....after 5 minutes of rigorous thinking...i decided to put a subject after writing the post...Lyk i wud have done in case of that boy..."baad main dekh lunga tujhe...abhi late ho raha hu"...

Huh!!!....so finally....I m starting my post...par ye kya...bina kuch likhe hi post itni lambi ho gayi...I guess most readers wud close the blog when they reach upto this point n find that m still talking abt "starting" the post...WAIT....A sudden thought came to my mind...what i had done just now...I skipped the subject of the post...(suddenly my brain switched frm vella state to serious state)...I thought y can't those small obstacles b overlooked wch come in our way to realize our dreams???...Is there any way out to get through those obstacles but after we reach our dreams???...Coz I think we get charged with a new energy after we get what we alwyz have dreamt of...Lyk in the case of this post...After writing upto this point, i was stucked by some subjects...coz i knew that not providing a subject wud reduce its value...Publishing a post w/out a sunject is not justified to its readers n the post itself...So, to keep up its value..its worth...i wud try to give most relevant subject to the post that i can...There r tyms when we ppl forget our dreams while dealing with those small hurdles...If i had thought of writing a subject before starting ths post then perhaps i wud hv quitted writing...But the fact is real lyf is different frm writing a post on a blog...We hv to fulfill certain criterion to reach somewhr...Lyk cracking an entrance to get admission in a gud college...So we can't overlook or ignore them...But a better way is to keep our eye on our goal...our dreams...n that way we can ignore those obstacles...I wud lyk to mention a line here wch i had read smwhr n accidently i remember it..

"ALWAYS AIM FOR THE STARS SO THAT AT LEAST U LAND ON THE MOON"

Tan Tan.....Tan Tan (my cell's msg tone)...I read the msg...It was a joke...(mood agn swinged to vella state)...I revised the post...done with it...Thought of publishng it...Oops...ye kya...Oh GOD!!...Maine to wahi baatein likh di jo aap log bachpan se sunte aa rhe hai...ki musibaton se ghbrana nahi chahiye n bla bla bla...I was agn confused....Shud i publish it or not??...At last i decided to publish it...not that i was convinced with my writing...But an advantage of blogging came into my mind...U cant get hit with rotten eggs or tomatoes if someone (in my case...everyone) doesn't like ur post...

Newyz pyaare readers!!...me signing off...hope 1 out of 10 readers wud lyk ths..(mind it...tht wud b enuf for me)...So tht i can keep my determination up to write regularly...tatah...